was hoping they wouldnt put me at the entrance cos i wasnt in the mood to greet and faking an ugly smile. walau. wanted to cry.
good thing Uncle(he doesnt wanna tell me his name!), mr. security guard was there for me to pour my hearts out.
had my break with rachel. wa i love this girl. carol too. these 2 girls are my main motivation to come to work. can slack and talk bull and cock with em at all time.
wah. nywayy-- off tmr!
meeting up with hazel :)
tsk. i feel so lifeless. i only talk abt work.
i asked mr. security guard how he endures the long hours of this boring job of standing ard and doing pretty much nothing. he said it's all in the head. i think he meant that he would think abt stuff. i tried his method. wahh. outcome was different. i always see uncle smiling to himself out of the blue, i think he was doing his "all-in-the-head" thingy. but i end up getting sad and stoned and worried and emo and depressed :(
;2:17 AM
amelia*
8 August 1989
punggol primary.
CHIJ SJC.
temasek poly.
Gap > Screening Room
